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I won the arts disability culture magazine Twisted Valentine competition in 2008 with my poem, (which is unfortunately formatting itself in double spacing, apologies if it's hard on the eyes, and I've had to alter the punctuation as anything other than full stops and commas comes out as gibberish) Falling -

Falling

I love

I love

people speak the words

to ward off loneliness

as if it is fun

make themselves vulnerable

exposing their throat to be kissed

or cut

laughing at jokes

winding hair around fingers

gazing into eyes that reflect

nothing but what they want to see

an insanity of mind and body

a chemical reaction

nothing more

still

I love

I love

I love you

please love me back.

I came 3rd in the Charnwood Arts Miniverse Competition with -

Things I have been addicted to

Dieting

Throwing up

Smoking

Cough syrup

Nicotine gum

Buying stuff on E-bay

Selling stuff on E-bay

Telling the truth

Cups of tea

Alcohol

Telling lies

Therapy

Hiding pain

Blending in

Standing out

Glitter

Solitude

Company

CSI

Bridget Jones

Cutting

Healing

High heels

and Dr Martens.

 

and I was highly commended in the ABC Tales New Writing Season Competition with Tranquillized -

Tranquillized

My clothes are buttoned wrong.

They say I do it myself

in a fugue state,

but this is no toccata

and I am no Vanessa Mae.

They lie.

I see them when I am asleep

pulling at my clothes

while I hover by the ceiling.

I have yet to master the art

of swimming through concrete,

so am just as trapped

out of my body

as when I am in my head.

The straps that bind me

snatch at my soul

staple it to the sheets

Sellotape it to my medication.

I am thinking of writing

to the Queen

to ask the one with curly hair

to intervene on my behalf

and maybe play Let Me Out

to free me from this room.

The ceiling needs painting

but I am only allowed felt tips

and I cannot have scissors

to cut the umbilical cord

keeping me here in reality.

I have an appointment

to go flying with Richard Branson

but they will not let me leave

or die

and there are people here

who scream and fight

but I just float, hoping that

they will leave a window open.

so 2008 was a good year for poetry!

 

***Latest news***

Crazy Lady (Without the Cats) is now available from WHSmith's website at http://www.whsmith.co.uk - just type the title into the search box!

Living Without Marbles now available in paperback from Chipmunka Pubishing. Sponsored by the Arts Council, with updated mental health contacts.
http://www.chipmunkapublishing.com

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My performance at Borders bookshop on 17th November for Brook Advisory Centre went well. I performed alongside Spoz, Birmingham Poet Laureate, and Helen Monks. You can see a clip of my performance at
http://www.myspace.com/clarehill - where you can also find my blog.****

 

Clare Hill

Presents

Crazy Lady (Without The Cats)

The follow-up to Living Without Marbles

Information on mental health, poetry, stories, narrative, and some quite funny bits!

Available from www.lulu.com/clarehill now

paperback priced $12, which is roughly 6.99 sterling (I can't get a pound sign!)

Now available in hardcover for $25 -

under 15 quid, wot a bargain!

Be sure to choose Supersaver Shipping when ordering goods totalling $25 dollars or more from Lulu. It takes a while, but the shipping is free.

 

 

Living Without Marbles

By Clare Hill

ISBN  1 904697 50 X

Available from

www.chipmunkapublishing.com

A book about surviving mental illness and not giving up.

I wrote Living Without Marbles after being diagnosed with bipolar affective disorder and my moms death by overdose. The book provides an offbeat but insightful look into the workings of my unique mind!

My main interests lie in changing the perceptions that people have of mental health service users, and providing some comfort to others who, like me, may be facing the challenges that living with mental health problems brings.

I guess my main message (ahh, sounding suspiciously like a self-help guru again!) is that, if I can get up and face life head-on (well, sometimes, anyway!) then so can you, dear reader, so can you.

Clare Hill

Living Without Marbles is available as an e book from

www.chipmunkapublishing.com/ebooks.htm#livingwithoutmarbles

 

 

 

Have a wander around my site, you will find published and unpublished work, pictures, information on mental health and creativity, and useful links. Enjoy your stay.